Everybody always says ‘You will be okay’ or ‘Everything will be alright’ - Yes, I know that eventually everything will be fine but right now it hurts and it will hurt for a while. The immense pain inside of my chest will be killing me slowly everyday until my body goes numb and all feelings are lost. So please for now just shut the fuck up with ‘Everything will be okay’ because right now my world is collapsing and it seems that it won’t be alright, I know it will but, for now it doesn’t seem like that for sure.
There is good and there is bad. But also there is good in the bad and bad in the good.
Right now, the bad is that you are miles away but the good is that I realise how much I care. The good is the passion and desire we carry but the bad is the distance between us.
I miss you.